Something I'm Going Through

I am sure I am not the only one who feels it is much easier to blog about children, family--anyone else rather than myself.  It is really difficult!  However, I am going to mention something I am going through.  For a long time, I felt like I might be crazy.  Really crazy.  I didn't feel well.  But no one could tell me why.  I have tried various types of medicines for various types of illnesses--but those were really shots in the dark.  What I tired of most was how many doctors simply said--it is all in your head.  You are depressed.  Here is a pill for you.  Try it, most likely you will feel better soon.  And I didn't. 

I finally asked for some blood work to be done.  But of course that came with a side of you are simply feeling the baby blues.  You are mostly likely just fine.  Don't worry.  I said, "You know what, I have heard that before.  This feels like Mono to me, I have had it before and have never felt right since.  Could you check for that?"  She said sure, but no ones tests for mono a second time because it doesn't show up--but who knows you might be the weird case. 

Well, apparently I am.  It showed up.  Not only to I have mono, but my white cell count is way down.  She doesn't know why--so more tests.  While I don't think it is ever good news to hear about an illness, it is always good news to know that I am not crazy and now can look forward to doing what I can to remedy my situation.